Confessions....

[MamaLump]

I confess I was almost relieved when AF showed yesterday. I really do want to be a mom, but so far BFP's have brought nothing but heartache. I know when I have a successful pregnancy it will be worth the sheer terror. Maybe I'm not emotionally recovered enough yet for this journey.

[stacie]

Originally Posted by MamaLump

I confess I was almost relieved when AF showed yesterday. I really do want to be a mom, but so far BFP's have brought nothing but heartache. I know when I have a successful pregnancy it will be worth the sheer terror. Maybe I'm not emotionally recovered enough yet for this journey.

Maybe you do need a little more time.Don't worry everyone gets scared and you will know when your ready.A friend of mine said she knew she was ready when her want for a baby out weighed her fear of a loss. I loved that thought and for me it holds true.

[barbara_s]

Originally Posted by stacie

Maybe you do need a little more time.Don't worry everyone gets scared and you will know when your ready.A friend of mine said she knew she was ready when her want for a baby out weighed her fear of a loss. I loved that thought and for me it holds true.

I totally agree. Well said!

[WinterTR]

Originally Posted by stacie

A friend of mine said she knew she was ready when her want for a baby out weighed her fear of a loss. I loved that thought and for me it holds true.

Very well said.

[WinterTR]

I confess I am getting my hopes of for this month and I have no idea why. Why would this month possibly be different from the past 20+. UUUGGGG!

[Aelith]

I confess I must be a glutton for punishment because I went back and read my posts from my old Due Date rooms.

I confess the RE didn't call me with my results today and I am

[scgirl]

I confess that I've been sad/angry/depressed for more than two years now because TTC and failing each month REALLY sucks
I confess that I've been avoiding this group since my m/c because I'm trying to hide from my grief
I confess that I really needed to cry today and feel so much better now that I have

[Aelith]

Originally Posted by scgirl

I confess that I've been sad/angry/depressed for more than two years now because TTC and failing each month REALLY sucks
I confess that I've been avoiding this group since my m/c because I'm trying to hide from my grief
I confess that I really needed to cry today and feel so much better now that I have

Welcome - we understand here

[barbara_s]

Originally Posted by Aelith

Welcome - we understand here

Exactly. I am so sorry for your loss.

[WinterTR]

Originally Posted by Aelith

I confess I must be a glutton for punishment because I went back and read my posts from my old Due Date rooms.

I always check my 2 DD Rooms. I don't know why.

[WinterTR]

I confess I think DH is back 100% with me this month on TTC. The past few months I could just tell this was beating him down, but this month he seems pretty positive about it. Maybe the break is exactly what HE needed!!!

[barbara_s]

I confess I'm reading a little too much into every twinge in my body this week.

[Teach03]

I confess that a year ago today I received my first BFP. I never thought 2 m/c's later that I would still not be pregnant. The second loss was nothing compared to the first just because the first one is so real and you don't think it will happen to you.

I confess that I hope I get a surprise this month or next.

I confess that I am asking for Clomid and talking to my doctor tomorrow that I want to be more aggressive with things and maybe see an RE. I O and have normal cyles, but the past 6 months nothing is sticking. Frustrating!!

[Aelith]

Originally Posted by Teach03

I confess that a year ago today I received my first BFP. I never thought 2 m/c's later that I would still not be pregnant. The second loss was nothing compared to the first just because the first one is so real and you don't think it will happen to you.

I totally understand this!