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HighHopesMama - Girl you work way too hard! You gotta get some vaca in before your IVF! I did the Lupron flare and it was a terrible cycle FOR ME! I was told it is not good for advanced maternal age women. One of the other IVF Sisters from last year also had a terrible reaction...but like me, she was 40+ too. I think it just depends on the patient. Good luck & I hope it works for you

!! I have not done growth hormones though.
OK that completely scares me! But hopefully everyone reacts differently to stimming and this will work for me. Maybe the growth hormones will help...I'll keep you posted. And as far as work goes, I'm already not doing many of the things I am supposed to do because I flat out refuse to get stressed before our IVF. I'm leaving now at 6:30pm at the latest and I've told my boss he needs to bring someone in to help because I cannot cover all the projects they keep heaping on me. I'm taking it literally hour by hour, so I don't get overwhelmed with my work tasks and I'm sure to take breaks every few hours to walk away from it all. Meditating at night and journaling are helping me prepare for everything, too. Now if I can only stop worrying about the Lupron Flare protocol...well, you know what? I can't worry about it. I'll ask my RE again when I meet her, but that clinic has such a high success rate if that is what she recommends, I trust her so I feel like I need to not worry and give it a full shot. Let's pray it works!
AFM - I don't have information any on how our donor is doing. Tomorrow is SD4 and she goes for b/w and u/s. The meds came yesterday and I dropped them off to my clinic so she will get them tomorrow.
I'm feeling great. I'm up to 4 estrogen patches and I go in on Monday for u/s and b/w. I should hear by then a confirmed retrieval date. I'm so excited!