Today I made the stark realization that I was on cycle day 44. I am a PREVIOUS TTCer and actually had used my charting skills to keep an eye on my fertile window.

even charted last month as showing anovulotory.

I JUST 20 minutes ago ran to Target and got one of their early result tests. While a blue dye test, this thing came up positive while I was still letting it absorb in the 20 second window it says to on the box.

I don't even know what to think. I even gave up the idea of having kids because when I was TTC I failed miserably, and now I'm in a fairly new relationship and this happens so, so unexpectedly.

I am so happy, and scared, and nervous. I'm not sure if I should tell my boyfriend when he gets home from work tonight, I get confirmation first.

My due date is February 11