Gah! Last night sucked. First off yesterday I had to give Kayla 6 bottles! Part 1 of the problem. I think she is having a growth spurt. 2 that doctor stressed me out with stopping formula cold turkey. And I have like NO milk. Seriously their is very little. I am pumping again (hand) using the medela parts to dual pump by hand. My let down is hard to come and I have like 10 ml per boob... so I am getting under 1 oz. It stressed me out more and I started taking the fenugreek again... **** the rash. Now for why it really sucked... my sister came home at 1:30 from a bar with a girl making all kinds of noise, it woke all 3 of us up. GRRRR I came out to see what was going on and there was stuff all over the living room. I knock on the door and she came out and told me. So then I was up with Kayla for 3 hours And my sister let her dirty hairless cat out. He would not leave me or Kaylas stuff alone so I had to move everything back in the bedroom and sooth her there. It is a small room and very uncomfortable to do anything in other then sleep. And our bed is a horrible place for bfing or anything. It is the most uncomfortable bed in the world. So I got a total of 5 hours of sleep broken by 3 hours. If we had a house instead of an apartment this would not have been an issue. But yet again I am faced with my sister being inconsiderate. It is a small apartment and they were not even trying to be quiet. Opening and closing the doors really loud. Almost slamming them. My sister is usually about being so quiet no body know she is home. Now that I have the baby she is not. And I don't get it. I don't think she is doing it on purpose. But I know it looks like that to everyone else. She is moving in 3-6 months thank god. I really think living with her is a strain on our relationship.