So....I am still coughing....and it hurts. I am taking protonix, zantac, and zyrtec ....no real change in the cough...I see my primary care doctor on Thursday to see if she can figure out something. I am exhausted from the coughing. All I want to do is sleep, but I can't do that working full time and finishing up my last class for my BSN... I don't have a lot of energy, but other than that and the cough I feel fine. I also think that I am finally on the road to gaining weight....if my home scale is accurate.... which is a plus, but I still don't have much of an appetite, and my fasting blood sugars are much better than they were, and my after eating blood sugars aren't bad (minus one day)... so that is a plus. I have a feeling that they will still consider me gestational diabetic.
Mini work rant:
So, go in to work today, and we have our "huddle" which basically ended up being a B**** fest about how our assessments are not up to snuff....and how we need to do this and that....but the thing that really ticks me off is the fact that we have never really had ANY feedback on our assessments before. My big thing that I needed to improve on was "summarizing" what happened during the assessment....which I do anyways....but I don't double chart it in the area stating "summary"....so that was my big ding.
The second thing that ticks me off is that we have a brand new screening tool that we implemented like back in May...like the second week... and for about three weeks after starting this new screen...it wasn't getting scanned into the computer...(which is not something we handle, nor is it something we can fix)...so I supposedly only did like half of those ....when I know for a fact I am much closer to like 90% completion... but the assessor of the charts stated "I don't want to hear how I messed up something."......so I just feel like no matter what I do it is wrong (that may be part of the hormones....but I feel I am justified in my feelings despite the hormones).
The third thing is my "supervisor" has seemed really irritable today...and again that may be my hormones taking part.... but she got upset with me for the doctor not calling back in a timely manner....(again....not something I can truly change or control)....and then got upset with me because I wasn't at the phone when the doctor did call back ...I was about ready to head to the bathroom for the millionth time today.... Then she says that she is trying to prevent me from getting a naughty patient (who was supposed to show up like over an hour ago) and she wanted me to do a telemed... but then gave another coworker that telemed....and seems upset that the patient who may or may not show up isn't here.
I just give up today. I want to go home and go to bed....I am tired, my abdomen/stomach hurts from coughing so much, I am nauseated, but not to the point of getting sick, just enough to not feel good.. I am tired of listening to my coworkers complain about this or that....none of which I can change or control...and I feel like I should't be reamed for something I didn't know that I was doing wrong....and then expecting me to know how to fix it when I didn't know I was doing wrong......so D*** frustrated right now....and I still have two more hours to go....so I guess I will attempt to work on homework until DH comes to pick me up and take me home (we carpool).