Now I just have to laugh at myself. So first off this month has been interesting cycle wise. I've pretty much stopped spotting the last couple of days. My hubby and me went sailing this weekend, spent the night on our boat Friday night, sailed and fished yesterday. Got home last night and totally crashed. I got nauseous on the boat yesterday, poor DH threw up, we caught zero fish, except for the ones in our bait bucket. Today we've been totally lazy. Slept in really late, I just took a very short cat nap and tried to go back to sleep. I tried praying i would figure out if I was pregnant or not during my first part of my nap, no luck lol. Then I woke up and went to to the bath room and tried napping again... Just strange dreams with Lana del Ray background music and fused scenes with my thoughts themed to The Great Gatsby cinematography (we watched this movie earlier this afternoon). So I wake up and get a bright idea to type in am I pregnant in google... Then change my mind and go for a magic 8 ball... Find the virtual magic 8 ball and ask my question, am I pregnant, get back yes definitely, go back ask the same question again, get most certainly... Not trying my luck a third time hahaha... I would test but it's too early to do so, I don't have any cheapies lying around and don't want to drive myself nuts by taking too many tests and getting negatives, that just sends my moods in a frenzy. Feel like a crazy lady sometimes. I am hopeful that I am pregnant, but doubt it at the same time from all the spotting I had this month. All I can say is ttc is definitely a roller coaster of emotions, and a learning process. I think learning to surrender and having patience and faith are the biggest lessons I can learn from this, as it is all totally out of my control. Hoping you ladies have had a fabulous weekend.