I'm so stressed tonight. I think nesting is really kicking in but I feel like it's too late to nest because I'm huge and can't do anything that requires movement without hurting myself, giving up, or overdoing it. Lol. Everywhere I look I see a project and it's just not working for me. I wanna clean everything but I can't bend over and I want to move furniture but obviously I can't. Our couch is shot and we have a nice one in our den that we rarely use so I'm wanting to out the crappy one in the basement and move the nicer one because sitting on this one is killing my back! And we have a futon in Isaac's room that we had planned to leave in there for my mom and step dad and it would probably still work since he won't be using it all right away but it's going to be tight once we get the dresser so I was thinking of moving it to the den because my mom said she'd be happy to sleep in there and not have her own room. Ugh! I don't know what to do!
And all of our paint supplies are still in Isaac's closet and we need to move those. I also need to clean his whole room again and cleaned baby girl's room and make sure it's organized. And I want to move the glider into the living room because I think I'll spend more time in there with him at first. And I want to figure out where the heck we need to put the pack n play.
Okay you guys get the point. Sorry for the detailed descriptions and lists lol. It's all my brain can do right now! I'm going insane!
I've been trying to finish my hospital bag too and keep remembering just one more little thing to pack...and I'm trying to keep it light. I've made five lists tonight. I think it just hit me with two babes being born early on here that he could really come at any time and I'm just not ready. Physically I'm beyond ready but I don't feel prepared I guess. I'm starting to get nervous about getting to the hospital (it's an hour away) and getting baby girl dropped off and settled at my mom's which is on the way but still about 45 mins away. Takes forever to get ready to go normally so that concerns me a little. It just all sounds so stressful!
I just want it all to happen already so I can take charge and do it all and stop worrying about how it will all happen. I hope I don't go four more weeks. I may lose my mind if I do.