It's been 4 years today since I lost my baby. It was the second miscarriage I had in 2009. I walked around the county fair with my parents and daughters none of them knowing what was going on. I passed the pain off as a bad menstrual cycle. That's becasue my Mom didn't think the first baby I lost was a big deal so I refused to tell her about this one. Everyday I still miss my babies and I know I always will.