Some things are just hitting me now. First off my chest...I had a chemical pg in February that I may or may not have mentioned here. At the time I just wanted to move forward so I buried my grief. I never added it to my siggy which is a reflection of my just-want-to-move-on attitude at the time . Just wanting to validate that life and loss now that it is strongly on my heart. I've never had a chem pg before that I know of.
This last week I've finally been able to step back and process some of the last couple of months. At my first u/s there was a small gestational sac in utero but at my 2nd one a week later the sac was gone yet my levels continued to rise. My dr said they weren't able to locate another sac anywhere but strongly suspected there was an ectopic somewhere based on slow rising betas, nothing in my uterus, and right-sided pain. It just occurred to me that based on their assumption I was pg with twins. I even asked after my second u/s if that means there's *another* sac somewhere and my dr said she strongly suspects that's the case but it didn't really click with me until recently that means twins. I think in the craziness of it all I wasn't able to connect the dots.
Anyway...that's all...just wanted to get my thoughts in front of me...thanks for listening...you ladies are the best !!!
Eta...I reread what I wrote and I apologize if it's not very fluid...battling a migraine this afternoon which makes it hard to see/think straight