I've been trying to decide whether to put this on here or not but I'm really struggling with it so I feel like I have to..
I had a miscarriage or chemical pregnancy just last week after only being 4 weeks pregnant.. I have my good days but I'm also having alot of hard days especially with Mother's Day coming this weekend I don't know how I'm suppose to feel this was my first pregnancy so I don't have any kids so my question is how am I suppose to feel this Mother's Day? I know I have a baby in heaven but I'm so lost on how to feel about it here.. I know I'm not a moma in the same sense that alot of you are that have kids or have had later miscarriages my heart breaks for all of y'all's losses no matter what stage I'm just wondering if I'm even counted in my own mind and heart as a mother this weekend since I only had my baby for such a short short time