I've posted before telling you all about how I am religious. Lately I just feel like maybe it doesn't make sense.

During my pregnancy people kept telling me that they would pray that Nathaniel would be healed and would live. I kept thinking how dumb it was. Anacephaly can't be healed, he won't live. That just got me thinking. Then people kept telling me how he will always be an angel, watching over Parker and it seemed like a coping mechanism. I just can't shake this feeling lately that I've been religious out of routine from being raised in a home that's religious.

Did any of you go through a period where you just felt like religion couldn't be explained and you didn't believe anymore?