One year ago today, I gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy. Only I didn't get to bring him home with me. I have bought him new flowers for his grave, a new teddy bear and a two balloons. One to tie to his vase and the other, to let fly up to heaven so he'll have one to play with. All babies love balloons, ya know. I am having a pretty hard time today. I know people say time will heal my empty, broken heart. Well, I'm still waiting. Please pray for me to get through this day.