Maybe a TTC question, but I want more opinions.

For the past few months, I have been chickening out of DTD when fertile for the most part - though we have DTD enough to warrant me questioning each month if I'm pregnant. But then when AF shows, I'm kind of disappointed. My logical brain just doesn't think this makes sense.

Anyone else with 2+ kiddos have fear about having their second? (Or third or so on).