Anybody else feeling stressed out over baby/family related stuff?
I have had a lot on my mind recently -- I am hoping to find new childcare for the kiddos rather than the very expensive daycare that DS currently attends. They do a great job but it will be really expensive to send 2 kids there. Also I am tossing around the idea of working part time instead of full time. This would mean I would definitely need to find less expensive childcare. It would also mean I would have to give up my management position at work, which I think I would be ok with, but also I don't know if I would have regular hours if I stay with my current company. I would really want regular hours and a guarantee of a paycheck! So maybe I will need to find a new job, but it's way too early to do that considering I don't even want to go back to work until late Sept/early Oct depending on when I deliver. So here I am stressing out over something I can't even do anything about right now...
Add to that, I still feel tired all the time, I've had a lot of discomfort in my lower abdomen this week which is worse when I'm up on my feet a lot, and then I feel like I can't do as much as I want to around the house or with DS, and I feel like a bad mom/wife.
I don't even know how to fix all the issues right now. At least DH is being very supportive and listening to me complain!