Not much going on with the boys. Same old thing, fluid is too high, uterus is contracting from the excess fluid, I'm huge and tired.

James and I have gone our separate ways. The whole time we have been separated and "working" on fixing our relationship so we can be a family again he has been engaged to someone else. We talked, I will be raising the kids on my own. He had not seen Cameron in over 8 months until Christmas and I am done putting her through that, I'm not starting it over with another child and I'm not putting myself there again. I packed the rest of his things and he took it. I am not helping him pay his bills anymore and am changing my number and email so he can't contact me again. I'm just ready to move on.

I'm ready for my little boys to be here. I got the hats for the NILMDTS photos today and as sad as I am to need the photos, the hats are perfect to me! I am going to have them in the hats and white recieving blankets.