So today I am 9.3 weeks pregnant with my third little one. I had lost my 2nd little on Emily this past May, yesterday would have been her due date. So as yall can imagine with it being right after the Christmas rush.. I was on an emotional roller coaster yesterday. DH and I got into a stupid fight, then we made up and went out for a nice lunch with our 5 year old, then went to James Avery to get something with her name engraved on it.. but there were too many ppl so we left.
After my loss I can say my initial innocence and was shattered. I never expected to lose my little one and now I am scared of bonding too close to this new little one with the fear of losing him or her too. I know it crazy and I feel like I am cheating myself out of such a wonderful thing.. Does anyone have any suggestions. I did make it past my milestone of 8 weeks which is when I lost Emily.. but every day every little pain.. I get scared.
I have been having little sharp pain on my left side near my hip.. its sharp and then goes away with rest.. it happens with changes in position.. and sneezing ect. so I am guessing round ligament pain.. although I know 2nd trimester is usually when you really start noticing it.. but no other scary symptoms.. thank God.. no spotting. does anyone else have this type of pain?