Mods - can you please make this thread a sticky? Thank you!

I am one week from what would have been my latest due date. The third due date I will have seen come and gone without a baby in my arms. At times I actually feel fine if Nicholas is the only child we'll have. But then I think of him, and I think of the bond I have with my siblings, and I want him to have that too. So I am stuck. I am waiting...patiently. Not ready to face what could go wrong. Not ready to change the status quo. I truly am enjoying the wait right now. Maybe it's the holidays, but I'm done thinking about the future...at least for now