Updates

[Lunarmoon]

Hello!! How is everyone doing? Post your status and an updated belly pic or ultrasound!

I'll post my pic later, for some reason it's not working right now. I'm leaking colostrum now (a lot, like 4 times a day at least), get cramps if we have intercourse, and cannot have children sit on my lap or I am uncomfortable and in pain. I've been having a small pain in my right side of the belly where the baby lays, it's the same spot I had the cramps. (it's weird that it's one side, and not always when the baby is moving... but goes away soon)I'm also stressed, tired and depressed. I'm eating and peeing like crazy. (I'm trying to think of all the glorious things first, .) I have so much acne it makes me sick. I am sick a lot more now, either nauseous or ready to pass out. I can't stand my body right now, I don't even want to look in the mirror. I feel so disgusting and ugly. I'm really scared of premature labor. And then I get scared of what will happen for my maternity leave and then having summer unemployed. I wish that I could just hibernate until after I have my baby!!

I finally got maternity clothes from my sister! I now have clothes that fit me!!! Yay! My favorite thing right now is that I can feel the baby all the time and that I can sometimes even see my belly move! I can't wait to hold him! I've actually been in a pretty good mood lately. Just so tired. It looks like I need to focus on more positive things! I feel like I'm too tired to even think right now!