Well, my 2WW started off weird this time with me finding out I was 2DPO without evening knowing for sure that I O'd since I went early this time and somehow not knowing for sure at first started me off pretty calm. After turning into a total freak last month and taking tons of tests and getting lots of light lines on ICs (bad batch) only to not be pregnant, I decided that this month was going to be different. I've done everything I can to stay calm and peaceful and to not worry too much. Seeing other people's BFPs makes me feel like mine will be here soon even if it's not now. Even though I O'd way earlier than expected we should be covered with DTD. It's funny because DH said he thought we should start earlier than usual and we did just for fun not having a clue I'd O early...weird.
I'm starting to get a little nervous though. I think it was because I was home alone all day today and I had time to think about it some. I've been feeling some things most of which I'm sure at only 6DPO are just from progesterone going up and not from pregnancy but I had some cramps today and one in particular that was really really sharp. I also had such bad reflux all night I almost threw up twice which was weird but I have GERD so it happens sometimes with no warning, meds or not. I'm trying not to read into anything but it's so hard not to a little. My left ovary is hurting a lot, just like it did when I was pregnant and had the HUGE CL cyst. The doc said a cyst was already forming when I was there last week so I'm sure that's what it is but it's hurting an awful lot and it normally doesn't from month to month. I know I'll be okay if I'm not pregnant this month though and I think I just have to keep repeating that to myself...oh 2WW...gets me every time.