I recently had a July 5 and found out we lost the baby on my birthday (yesterday). we werent trying, but not preventing! I was so scared when I found out I was pg but soon got over it and was overly excited. I started bleeding and having the most awful pains yesterday so I went back to the ER and they did an US and said baby stopped growing at 6w and they were very sure there was no hb. I felt my stomach "fall out of my body." I'm more crushed than imaginable. I've had a miscarriage but didnt remember it hurting this much. I cried all day on my birthday not to mention a *itch that works w DH threw it in my face she was pg right after DH told her we lost the baby. In a way I feel so alone bc I didnt tell my friends ( except my APA friends). Dh isnt grieving as bad as I am. I feel so resentful toward dh coworker. I cant stop crying, when I turn on the tv there is always a baby show or movie on. I wanted this baby so bad and it hurts even more that now im passing big clots... Eww I know! Im scared to start trying. Dh said we can but im worried to loose another lil bean. I fell so inlove with the idea of holding another baby-my baby. How did you ladies get the strength to keep trying after a lose? Does it get better? I cry everywhere I go. I just cant help it. I ended up spending my birthday crying and rubbing my belly (knowing the baby didnt make it, but wishing it did). Please how did you make it through this?