I feel like I am never going to get a Positive OPK. I thought I was so close, but they are still negative. I don't see how I could have missed my surge either. According to FF, I O on Wednesday. Has FF been accurate for any of you? My phone app says Friday...who knows. I am just frustrated. I never thought I would say this but I am tired of POAS but it's the ONLY way I will know since I have watery CM and O pains already and apparently I am not Ovulating. I just want yesterday to count, because I know we could DTD today but I want to WAIT until as close to O as I can. It's just during the week DBF is tired and has to get ready in the AM (and I don't think that should matter, because so do I and I will still DTD, even on not fertile days) and at night he has usually had too much to drink. Even if I don't O until Wednesday, will Saturday be a possibility? Like I said before I am TRYING to relax and not put too much into this cycle but it's hard. I hate the yucky feeling that this was supposed to be our month and it's probably not. Sorry for the whine, but thank you for listening and the support. I know my mood swings might not be linked to O but more so that I am kind of stressed and just want it to happen, dtd (at least once in my fertile window) and move forward!!!!!!