I could use a little advice and/or guidance. I am new to this forum. I am 8 weeks pregnant. I am 39 years old. I have a 9 year old son who has multiple medical issues and has aspergers syndrome. He has multiple doctors and along with that goes to about 2 doctors appointments weekly. I also work a full time job. I had been with my husband for 22 years. About a year ago we grew apart. I filed for divorce in March 2012. I started seeing someone else in late April. My husband committed suicide on May 23, 2012. The day before I buried him, I found out I was pregnant by the gentleman that I started seeing in April. This gentleman is an over the road truck driver and is gone for weeks at a time. He wants the baby but is honest in saying that he wont be around a lot. I am already going to be raising my 9 year old by myself and now the potential of raising another baby, on my owns, scares me to death. Not to mention my having to tell my in laws that I am having another baby that I got pregnant by another man while I was still married. They blame me for my husbands death. At 8 weeks pregnant, I am already exhausted and lets be honest, I'm not young. I'm worried that I can't do this. I really am soul searching on whether to have this baby or not. I could use any and all encouragement or advice anyone has. I am also concerned about handicaps or other issues related to my age. Thanks so much.