I finally started bleeding this morning. This is my 3rd m/c. Second one in a row. Yesterday when I started spotting, I was ok with knowing it was another loss. But this morning, when the heavy bleeding started, it was like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. I am so sad right now. I guess maybe I did not give myself time to heal physically or emotionally, since losing my little Sam. I have decided for now anyway, to put off TTC for a couple of months. I want to spend the summer with my family and not have any charting stress. I feel like it'll happen when the time is right and right now isn't it.