I am waiting to take another test ... I am terrible at waiting for anything especially something so important and something I can't talk to anyone about. I should have started today but so far nothing but a negative test. I am not late but I also worried maybe stress could have effected it but then I think no because I just had a relaxing vacation ... too many buts.
I haven't told him yet about my suspicions; he's a smart guy though so I know he's going to figure it out soon. *sigh* This sounds just as muddled as my thoughts right now, I guess I just wanted to tell somebody what i think is happening without judgment and maybe have support if it is true. I would love a baby but we were planning on waiting a bit more ... I suppose that's what I get for planning heh.
Thank you anyone who reads this and doubly thanks to anyone with some advice or encouragement!