Here we go

[babypayne]

Well, Dh and I decided that we aren't going to actively TTC but just not use protection. My ob told us we could go-ahead and TTC but my re advised us to wait longer so I could heal more emotionally . I know in my heart I'm ready so we will see what happens. I got a positive opk yesterday and it's neg today. We bd today, so all I can do is sit and wait. I had thought before I would wait like my re said to do but I want to be pg before my due date. I think it will help me get through that day easier . Please pray I'm doing the right thing and get pg and go on to have a healthy baby. :-) I pray daily for you all to get your sweet baby's you so deserve.

[HisWifeHerMom]

Many hugs sweetie...do what you and dh feels is right...We are currently debating rather or not to try again...Prayers for you sweetie

[akhiker]

I'll be sending tons of positive thoughts and prayers your way. I totally understand the stress of a DD looming...I hope you get your sticky, beautiful BFP ASAP!

[babypayne]

Thanks Ladies. Y'all sure made me feel better!

[HisWifeHerMom]

We are in this together

[midgetlb6]

Sweetheart I say follow your heart, I know that the RE means well but if your OB said you can try then I would be at it full force nothing or no one would stand in my way if I felt I was ready. I love you bunches and I'm praying you get a quick BFP and have your sweet baby return to you ASAP xoxoxo

[babypayne]

Thanks Lucy. I'm always second guessing myself. I guess I just need to hear it's ok to follow my heart. Love you bunches too!!!

[proudmommyof3]

I agree with Lucy, Follow your heart's desire!! I am praying for you, sweet friend....for a happy and healthy baby to be held in your arms soon....I love you xoxoxox. FX and tons and tons of baby dust to you and this baby is meant to be Your's here on Earth!! I think about you daily, love.

[babypayne]

Aww, thanks Malia.

[JJorn]

Best wishes! I am right there with you.

[Babidol]

Good Luck! It's so hard.

[babypayne]

Gosh. I look back at this post and just cry. Little did I know that I was indeed pg and that baby was going to be swept away from me like the other 2. I just want to know WHY!?! What have I done to deserve this when I am financial stable, have a nice home, nice vehicles, a good job and all the love in the world to share and my dreams keep getting ripped away from me. And you have these pieces of crap, whores out there that are on drugs, don't want a baby, and continuously have babies left and rght. By which the gov't takes these babies most of the time, or I'm left supporting them because I work and pay taxes. I'm sorry for sounding so bitter, but I just cant help it. Please forgive me!!

[Marquette Fan]

Gosh. I look back at this post and just cry. Little did I http://americanpregnancy.org/forums/...Here-we-goknow that I was indeed pg and that baby was going to be swept away from me like the other 2. I just want to know WHY!?! What have I done to deserve this when I am financial stable, have a nice home, nice vehicles, a good job and all the love in the world to share and my dreams keep getting ripped away from me. And you have these pieces of crap, whores out there that are on drugs, don't want a baby, and continuously have babies left and rght. By which the gov't takes these babies most of the time, or I'm left supporting them because I work and pay taxes. I'm sorry for sounding so bitter, but I just cant help it. Please forgive me!!

Please don't apologize - there's nothing wrong with how you're feeling and I can see why you would feel a little bitter now.

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[babypayne]

Thanks for understanding. I don't like feeling this way, but I just cant help it.

[sunkiss]

Gosh. I look back at this post and just cry. Little did I know that I was indeed pg and that baby was going to be swept away from me like the other 2. I just want to know WHY!?! What have I done to deserve this when I am financial stable, have a nice home, nice vehicles, a good job and all the love in the world to share and my dreams keep getting ripped away from me. And you have these pieces of crap, whores out there that are on drugs, don't want a baby, and continuously have babies left and rght. By which the gov't takes these babies most of the time, or I'm left supporting them because I work and pay taxes. I'm sorry for sounding so bitter, but I just cant help it. Please forgive me!!

I couldn't agree more! I've seen too many wonderful people struggle to have babies and then these women with the most f-ed up lives and no stability just pop them out right and left. Makes me sick. I'm praying for you and for all the other ladies out there who so desperately want children. After struggling to concieve both of mine and experiencing losses, I remember that dark place where you feel like it will never happen. Your story breaks my heart. No mother should have to endure that kind of loss. Many, many hugs.

[babypayne]

I am so glad there are people that understand me, yet it makes me sad to know y'all have had to go through the same sadness I've experienced. I pray we all will get our babies that we so deserve. (((HUGS)))