I wasn't a part of APA 4 years ago. Part of me feels like I shouldn't post this in here because I'm not referring to a child that I've lost. But that's OK.

It will be 4 years on Thursday. It blows my mind to think that it's been that long. It feels like yesterday but so much has happened! I think about you every day. I miss you more than I can even try to express. I have so many things I wish I could tell you. I wish you could have met Maddy, you would love her. I wish you were here to keep mom in line, she's gotten a little crazy since you died. I'm sure you knew she would anyway though.

I miss you so much. I love you, Dad.