So... I am, as of today, a week late. I'm going to take a test tomorrow, but until then I am sorta kinda freaking out. And I feel bad for freaking out, mainly because I know so many people that want to have children, would be such good parents, and just can't seem to get pregnant. Then there's me. I have a daughter, she'll be 4 in January and I know that I want to have more kids someday, but I just don't know that I can do this right now. Her father isn't in the picture at all, hasn't been for years, and I haven't been seeing my current boyfriend for a long enough time to be all "oh yes, let's be a family". I don't just jump into relationships, I can't. Maybe I'm overprotective, but I haven't even let him meet my daughter yet. I mean, if I am pregnant, then I'm pregnant and I'm going to have a baby. But I was 17 when I had my daughter and I only have a year of college left (then I'll graduate with a Bachelor's Degree in Art Education - go me )and a new baby my senior year would not make anything any easier. And I feel bad for feeling this way cause I just don't know.