Dena- Glad you are back online sweetie! Thanks for the pep talk. You are right though...I wouldn't change my life for anyone else's. I know it will all work out and I'm just feeling down because I'm stuck inside with nothing but time to digest all these emotions & thoughts. Yes, I started thinking about planning the nursery. I can still work on the plans even if I can't help make it all happen. I just want to start getting excited about having things in order to welcome Jace.