I bet that would be an awesome experience for Savana, Bridget. She'd probably always remember it.
DH just took Josh to school. I'm still not sure who's going where or anything. On one hand I want to leave the house and get a clean start but on the other hand I realize Josh is not most of the problem and that DH should be the one to leave. I feel like if I didn't have DH to deal with, Josh would not be such a stressor. But then DH of course wants to keep Josh during this too. I want to find a job and other things and it would be harder if I had Josh. So what do we do?
Chrissy I know what you mean about not being able to make him what I want. I have a framed copy of the words our minister wrote for us for our wedding. It's long but one part of it says something like 'your partner will not be everything you need'. Well basically he's not much of what I need at all. Aside from his great work ethic and planning ahead for retirement and emergencies, I don't really feel fulfilled by him at all.
I've been looking at those words a lot, trying to make sense of them and realizing the words are very meaningful and they fit what I want and that DH is the one who is not fitting into them.
I called my mom a little while ago to see if I could stay with her and she didn't pick up. Either she was still sleeping, or in the shower or something.