Elaina Marlette

I can't believe that it has been 4 years and 8 months since we lost our baby girl. We were into our 21st week, and had gone through so much with a Spina Bifida diagnosis. The weeks of tears, fear and sadness that ensued were unbearable. But we made it through, and I think about Elaina Marlette nearly every day. I don't have the bitter sadness anymore or the acute pain - I've gotten to a place of acceptance. I always try to find the good in things, and through our loss, I learned that my SO and I can make it through anything together. I learned I can survive when I don't think living is possible. And while I wish she were here, I know she will always be part of our lives.
Today, I am prompted to post because she was conceived 5 years ago this month. And oddly enough, SO and I chose this month to begin trying again. I hope that we have a more positive outcome, but I know that no matter what, we will have love for Elaina and we will weather the storms ahead.

I remember you and your Elaina from the June 08 due dates. Good luck to you!!!! Big hugs to you :hugs:

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I'm so very sorry. :hugs: Prayers for your TTC journey ahead to go perfectly!

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope that your next TTC journey is quick and that you get to bring a baby home with you in the end.

:hugs:TTC after a loss like that is hard but opening up in places like APA can really help. I wish you peace and happiness in your TTC journey.

(((HUGS)))...thinking of you and praying!