I know I haven't been around much. I still lurk sometimes and sometimes I'm not around. APA means a lot to me, especially considering all the support I had here through a rough pregnancy. Those memories have also made it hard for me to be on in the recent months, but I hope that won't be seen as ingratitude. I want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for helping me through a emotionally raw experience and know that whether I am around or not I believe that this forum has some of the most awesome members anywhere.