I feel what? -Sort of a vent

[Lunarmoon]

I have had a terrible day, to sum it up in only three events:

1.My brother in laws dog, (who they owe us for- because we paid for his surgery) was given away and then he ran away, (so at this point we don't know where he is and if he is ok, poor baby).
2. I was on the job away from my school and when I went to go back to school my car wouldn't start. Needed to pay for AAA, which we had to go into savings for, and for a new battery, more money from savings. Not to mention that I have no job over the summer because I am a low income 10 month teacher.
3. My MIL informed me that my SIL is talking about how much she hates her children, and unborn child. And this goes on and on... WHY WAS SHE BLESSED WITH THREE CHILDREN??? (not her fault the IUD failed though....still should appreciate them....I would.)

Anyway, even if you can't tell, I am calm. This is so strange I have never felt it before. I am usually depressed, sad, angry....so on. I am upset, but not really that much. About the dog and children yes, but not to the point of breakdown. Before if I had to face this day I would have been defeated. Not today, today I feel good and even pretty happy. I wonder if this has something to do with thyroid meds? Probably not since I've only had them for a week. I am exhausted!
I hope that everyone had a much better day then me!!! :babydust1: (Glad I am not due for AF because she would have showed up today!!!:laugh:

[Lunarmoon]

Can you check this chart and see when you think I ovulated, or if you think I even did yet? (http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/346b18)

[tiggerlb]

by the looks of you chart with the + opks I think you will either have o'd today or tomorrow. On the kids I am sorry She should just appreciate them if god gave them to her. And I am happy for you that you can take these little things with the car with little grain of salt. With all I am being put through right now I wish I was able to feel that peice.

[mariahpoo2]

I am glad that you feel a sense of piece. And I think you are about to O! :)

[angmichelle]

I'm sorry to hear about your BIL's dog. We too gave away one of our dogs to what we thought was going to be a better place, out in the country, and he ran away. I still get sad when I think about him.

And shame on your SIL. I don't understand how people can hate their children. They are such a wonderful blessing. Frustrates me!

However, I am glad that you're handling it so well. That's a great thing! The less stress, the better for you. Good luck this cycle!

[pumpkinpeejays]

Wow that's a lot to deal with all at once :hugs: I agree that your chart looks like you are or are about to O. :luck:!!!

[Lunarmoon]

Thanks everyone!

by the looks of you chart with the + opks I think you will either have o'd today or tomorrow. On the kids I am sorry She should just appreciate them if god gave them to her. And I am happy for you that you can take these little things with the car with little grain of salt. With all I am being put through right now I wish I was able to feel that peice.
I'm surprised I was at piece! I never handle things well! I hope you find your piece too! :hugs:


I'm sorry to hear about your BIL's dog. We too gave away one of our dogs to what we thought was going to be a better place, out in the country, and he ran away. I still get sad when I think about him.

And shame on your SIL. I don't understand how people can hate their children. They are such a wonderful blessing. Frustrates me!

However, I am glad that you're handling it so well. That's a great thing! The less stress, the better for you. Good luck this cycle!
They found him last night, thank goodness! :hugs: Sorry about your dog. Good luck to you too!!


Wow that's a lot to deal with all at once :hugs: I agree that your chart looks like you are or are about to O. :luck:!!!
Yeah and that was only the big things, there was little things all day long! :laugh: Maybe I am over my breaking point and now things can just slide off, instead of causing so much pain. It would be so much easier! :)
BTW, in case anyone is interested (probably not, :laugh:) I bought another set of OPK strips and they are darker, thicker and work much better than the last brand, so it probably just that. :)