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patti_jim
04-05-2012, 06:22 PM
I want to punch my husband in the junk..... HARD!

DH went to bed over an hour ago, said that he was super tired and was headed to bed. I just came upstairs to check email before going to sleep and he OBVIOUSLY didn't hear me, because when I came into the room, he was jerking off in bed!! He mentioned something earlier about being frisky, well, it's kind of hard to be ready to play when i'm the LONE person caring for both kids and getting them to bed. I can't just get it on while they're watching a cartoon and your lack of parental assistance doesn't help you either, Dude!

Did I mention that I had another cheating dream last night(he cheated on me with the "tot-time" lady I ranted about!) and that I specifically told him about how upset I was that he didn't care about my feelings at all in this dream. I'm just so pissed right now. He LOOKS like he fell asleep, but my now SUPER paranoid self doesn't even want to leave the room again, because I feel like he'll resume as soon as i'm back downstairs! Way to make your emotional pregnant wife feel awesome. And insecure.

And when we were discussing how upset I was from the cheating dream, I had mentioned a conversation we've had before about how i'd rather he come to ME before LITERALLY taking things into his own hands. Most of the time, i'd rather "take one for the team". That it makes me feel dispensable, like why keep me around if his hand does the job just fine? The fact that he was doing it not 5 hours after we talked about it? Really pissing me the F off.....

twinmom34
04-05-2012, 08:07 PM
I second your thought to punch him in the junk! UGHHHHH!!!! I am sure you are livid! Sorry, wish I had magic words to make you feel better.

Adhafera
04-05-2012, 10:01 PM
I'm sorry! :hugs:

JakesMom
04-06-2012, 09:41 AM
It's common for a pregnant women to feel some sort of anger toward ther spouse during pregnancy because they dont have to go through the same changes, pain, discomfort and all that goes with pregnancy. It is also common to have dreams of you or your spouse cheating because pregnancy can tend to make you feel discusting at time instead of "glowing" with beauty. As far as him going to the other room to jack off.... yeah that would make me angry also!

Sugar&Spice
04-06-2012, 11:41 AM
I'm sorry. :hugs: mama.